| heehee i am currently in the c1 lounge of courtside, about to study for one of my two finals that i have on thursday! T minus.. 30 hours!!! AHHHH!! eheheheehe well anyway. finished one midterm today, did OKAY. ha haha aoh well oh well! college is ok. kinda hard during finals.. but wahtever! pretty chill overall. cant wait to be done with finalS! and for next quarrterrr! yay! a new start new chance new chapter. lOL. hmmm WINTER BREAK OOOOOMMGG gonna be too fun :] heeheheee i like college i love it. okay. i just wanted to write to say i love u Elisa Lana G.... we'll keep the G unwritten. Haaha :] "i cant believe we're still friends" yes yes we say it everyday. but yeah it's freakin fun and funnnyyyy when we talk ahahahhahah <3 hello catherine. ure the only other friend i know who still uses xanga. I GIVE U MAJOR EPROPS hahahahahaha funnayyyy. kay kay! everyone! good luck! and wish me luck! heehe :] love u all! idk who im addressing but i guess the general publiC! LOL. kk |
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| wow i never knew people use xanga stillll!! i'm very happy to see that some people still are. well i decided that i have to do this cuz theres so many things on my mind.. and i want to just write it somewhere.. on the internet Lol what the anywyas....... i shall start.
1. college! omg. very very very awesome. i love ucla.. and everythinggg.. i love college. i thought i loved high school so much and that it was it, but i love college even more. hahaha it's freaking fun. yeah. okay
2. kaaaaasaaaa omggg danceoffff we got 1st place.. amazing experience. i love everyone i met in danceoff and danceoff family is another family to me. hahahaha bRandon i know u'll probably never read this but i freaking love u. we just video chattteddd and u cheered me up a LOT. kristiana, kristin+diana, freaking love u my sisterrrs tonight was whack but it was also the BOMB with u guys! ahahahahah <3 deb&sally i cant describe with enough words how much i love u guysss haha and just freaking everyone.. and kasa staffff and all the choreos and pubesaehee and just eveRYONE. i love u guys.. hehe.. 1st place UCLA all the way..!
3. im so sad my parents are leaving. im so sad. im so happy for them but im so sad. im scared. i am so scared.
4. i cant write anymore about #3 cuz i almost cried.
5. eric ur ears are big? what? "it's cuz my ears are big. and the phone hurts my ears. or makes it hot" hahahahaha
6. i want to be un baggagy. so yeah. :) heh. ummmm kay. yeah. sometimes i feel very great, sometimes i feel so alone. =[
7. i wish it could have, but it never could have. ... wish you could have. wish you wanted it to have. . . sigh.
8. i love this season, but the only difference will be no more u and me. heh. i love my girls. i love how every time this season came every year back in hs, we'd tell eachother great songs and just ride along listening to them, singing our hearts out, eating togheter, being emo together, laughing together, crying together, being happy together, being stupid together.. fried .. fried like fried chicken. <3 it's that time of the year again. but this time it'll be a happy ending, in a different way.
8. all the zingulats. no the single ladies. either way still fun to sayy. hehe
9. tonight was WHACK. but also GREAT. heh.
10. bonfire tmrw im so exciteddd i get really school sick everytime i come home for the weekend, but it still feels really great to be in my non twin xl but full size bed hahaha and away from bruincaf just for a little.. and other stuff. but it's full of very mixed feelings.
11. im sorry. i dont really care about politics. i know i piss you off by saying that. sorry.
12. i love God. i know He freakin loves me way more. i suck. im nothing. yet He still continues to give and give... <3
13. SIGH.
14. maybe koreans will again get a chance. idk. idk idk idk.
15. i know no one will read this and whoever does will NOT understand, but it's ok!
16. MY THROAT IS SOO FREAKIN SWOLLEN It hurts soo much. hurts to talk. hurts to swallow. hurts to breathe. sigh.
17. i performed with a fever. hahahaha yay.. at least i dont ahve a fever now. just my freakin throat.
18. idk...
19. i still have on my wristband from palladium. why? it's a freakin awesome memory. i wanna keep it with me. reminder of the freakin lifechanging experience. loved eveRY single moment of it. every TIRING run thru. every motivational talk. all the "bad days." all the memories. ALL the memories. sigh theres way too much to even put on paper or in this case, a blog.
20. i like facebook a lot.
21. umma appa... :[
22. moving next week. not many days left.
23. neyo - mad, nujabes - luvsic pt's 2 & 3. sara bareilles - gravity.
24. get over urself..... 25. no more cheer dream. im chill with a chill life where u dont have to tighten every muscle of ur body to survive. but dont get me wrong. i will ALWAYS be a cheerleader in my heart. i loved it. i love it. i always will love it. but i think im ok to put it behind me as a memory. a cherishable thing.
26. so nocturnal. cant believe we would still be practicing. my throat hurts so much. this is geetting really repetitive. i had more to say though. oh heres one. IM SO MIXED with how i feel towards u. ure so immature. but i think u are a beautiful person. sometimes. in some ways. or can be. =T
27. my favorite number. i fREAKING miss belle SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i wish u were next to me right now belle..... i really do. im gonna cry.
28. UGH.
kay i feel kinda better.
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| Happy 18th Birthday to me! :) |
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| for the best puppies in the world, like my belle :] 
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| man oh man.. when did we grow up so fast?!!?!? senior portrait.. i mean yeah seniors in high school are very young compared to adults in the world.. but stilllll we grew so quickly.. i remember 2nd grade when i got caught passing a nasty note to my best friend Paula Park in Mrs. Romaine's class. then i hated her for letting me get caught. =[ now we're 10 grades above that.. 12th. SHEEEEEEEEEEEEEZ! can't believe it. oh welll life goes on and we only get older. go '08! heehhehe i love us<3 2008 is the best. and i really mean it. if i were in another class, i'd be sad and be like "dang i wish i could be '08." ahahhaha |
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